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Just 2026 things

 I just don't want to forget the fun little things that got me through the year.

Winter

You found me at a very Chinese time in my life: becoming Chinese was not on my 2026 bingo card but these health tips have been so fun to implement. 

  • Sesame everything 
  • Ginger teas

Vocal stim of the month: . I am Tanka Jahari, but I would never order a whole pizza for myself. I mean, I'll take it.

The 'Groan Tube' cover if you're beautiful by James Blunt.  Such an unexpected 

Spring





Summer

World Cup Memes

  • Haaland x Bellingham- Legendary Lovers ๐ŸŽต 
  • Oh Ferran, Ohhhhh Ferran ๐Ÿ˜ 

Jimothy: the short spine raccoon roaming Seattle. I even made a little amigurumi Jimothy.



Fall






See you next year!

2026 Watchlist: Tracked

 It's January 1st 2026 and so I get to start a brand new book, tv & movie list! I love making these to look back on. It also forces me to reflect on my entertainment likes and dislikes for the year. And hopefully prevent me from doom scrolling on my phone.

January

 ๐ŸŽฅ Murder in Monaco (doc)

๐Ÿ“บ Revival S1

๐ŸŽฅ Superman

๐Ÿ“บ His and Hers

๐Ÿ“บ Paradise S1

๐Ÿ“บ Tell Me Lies S2

๐ŸŽฅ Pillion 

๐ŸŽฅ The Cutting Edge (1992)

๐Ÿ“บ Sx and the city S1

๐ŸŽฅ Elizabeth Smart story (doc)

๐Ÿ“บ Manhatten Love Story S1 (unfinished)

๐ŸŽฅ People we meet on Vacation 

๐Ÿ“บ Bridgerton S4

๐Ÿ“บ The Carmen family murders (doc)


February 

๐Ÿ“บ Smallville S1 +2+ 3

๐ŸŽฅ The Proposal (2009)

๐Ÿ“บ Lord of the flies

๐ŸŽฅ Regretting You

๐Ÿ“บ A Love Story: CBK & JFK jr

๐ŸŽฅ Sliding Doors

๐Ÿ“บ Paradise S2

๐ŸŽฅ Retake

๐Ÿ“บ 56 Days


March

๐ŸŽฅ Zootopia 2

๐Ÿ“บ In your Radiant Season

๐ŸŽฅ The Threesome

๐Ÿ“บ The Other Bennet Sister

๐Ÿ“บ Friends like these: Skylar Neese (doc)

๐Ÿ“บ Vladimir 

๐Ÿ“บ The Artful Dodger S2

๐Ÿ“บ The Forsythes S1

๐Ÿ“บ Jury Duty S2

๐Ÿ“บ Inperfect Women

๐ŸŽฅ Wuthering Heights 

๐ŸŽฅ Eternity 

๐Ÿ“บ Trust me: False Prophet (doc)

๐ŸŽฅ How to make a Killing


April

๐ŸŽฅ Send Help

๐Ÿ“บ  Beef S2

๐Ÿ“บ Seeking Persephone 

๐Ÿ“บ Pride and Prejudice (1995)

๐ŸŽฅ The Drama

๐ŸŽฅ Never le me go


May

๐ŸŽฅ Going the Distance

๐Ÿ“บ Worst ex ever S2

๐ŸŽฅ Hamnet

๐Ÿ“บ Not suitable for work

๐Ÿ“บ Off Campus S1


June

๐Ÿ“บ Rivals S2

๐Ÿ“บ Maximum Pleasure Guaranteed

๐Ÿ“บ Maternal Instincts (doc)

๐Ÿ“บ 90 day fiance S12

๐Ÿ“บ Every year after

๐Ÿ“บ murder of Rachel N


July

๐Ÿ“บ Elle 

๐Ÿ“บ Men's World Cup

๐ŸŽฅ Sisterhood of traveling pants

๐ŸŽฅ Gone Girl

๐ŸŽฅ Anna Karenina

๐Ÿ“บ I'm not afraid (no tengo miedo)

๐ŸŽฅ How to steal a million dollars (1960)


August

๐Ÿ“บ A Toxic Love Story (doc)

๐Ÿ“บ The Rapture

๐Ÿ“บ My life with the Walter boys S3

๐ŸŽฅ Leviticus 

๐ŸŽฅ Voicemails for Isabelle

๐Ÿ“บ Sterling Point

๐ŸŽฅ Mrs. Harris goes to Paris

๐Ÿ“บ Furious


September 

๐Ÿ“บ How to get to Heaven from Belfast 

๐ŸŽฅ Obsession 

๐Ÿ“บ Widow's Bay

๐Ÿ“บ Blood of my blood S2


REWIND SHOW for 2026: Smallville


My Reads of 2025

The goal is to read 26 books ๐Ÿ“š this year. 20 fiction and 6 non-fiction 

January

 The Stranger in Room Six by Jane Corry⭐ ⭐

Listen for the Lie by Amy Tintera ⭐ ⭐ ⭐ ⭐ 

Not dead yet by Holly Jackson ⭐ ⭐ ⭐ ⭐

February 

An Offer from a Gentleman by Julia Quinn 

March 

Diet 

April

The Opposite of Loneliness by Marina Keegan

May


June

Problematic Summer Romance by Ali Hazelwood


July

The Wall of Winnipeg and me


August


December 

Some things I'm currently loving

Since this space of the internet is a place to publicly keep a record of things that are worthy of note; It only makes sense that I update my currently obsessed with list in the year 2025

Sweet Magnolias: Every year since 2020, I have wanted to live in a fictional town called Serenity. The setting for Netflix's wholesome small town drama 'Sweet Magnolias' This show is a must watch if you like family dramas.

Other TV faves include Dept. Q and The Buccaneers 

Knitting and Crochet A new hobby has been unlocked. So far, I've made a bight yellow headband and a the viral Sophie scarf in a muted blue (not cerulean). Several ipad cases and a pretty pink bandana. Pics coming soon!

Travel. This July, I visited Italy ๐Ÿ‡ฎ๐Ÿ‡น for about 8 days. It was amazing to see all the architecture, culture and preserved history. We visited Venice, Siena, Florence, the island of Burano, Civita di Bagnoregio (no Harry styles was spotted ๐Ÿ˜ข)

We walked around 15k steps everyday just to make sure we got to see all the important stuff. I also got obsessed with the food especially the Gelato, Aperol Spritz, pasta and tiramisu.



For the love of yarn...

They say to grow is to learn. So I set out to learn a new hobby that won't be monetize and sell for money. After all, all the free patterns and tutorials online have taught me everything I know. 


Pink bandana with picot edging (7 hours over 2 days)








What I read and watched in 2025

 It's January 1st 2025 and so I get to start a brand new book, tv & movie list! I love making these to look back on. It also forces me to reflect on my entertainment likes and dislikes for the year. And hopefully prevent me from doom scrolling on my phone ๐Ÿ“ฑ ๐Ÿ™ƒ 

January 

๐Ÿ“บ Bad Sisters

๐ŸŽฅ Forgotten (Korean)

๐Ÿ“บ Love Scout (Korean)

๐Ÿ“บ Churails 

๐ŸŽฅ Aftersun

February 

๐ŸŽฅ Anora

๐Ÿ“บ Sweet Magnolias S3

๐Ÿ“บ Love is Blind S

๐Ÿ“บ White Lotus S3

๐ŸŽฅ Penelope 


March 

๐Ÿ“บ Maxton Hall 

๐Ÿ“บ Laid US

๐ŸŽฅ Bad Genius

๐Ÿ“บ Long Bright River ⭐ 

๐Ÿ“บ Running Point

๐Ÿ“บ Suits LA

๐Ÿ“บ Sweet Magnolias S4

๐ŸŽฅ Party Girl (1995)

๐Ÿ“บ Yellowjackets S3


April

๐Ÿ“บ The Residence 

๐Ÿ“บ Love on the spectrum S3 ⭐

๐Ÿ“บ Black Mirror S7

๐Ÿ“บ The Gardener 


May

๐Ÿ“บ You S5

๐Ÿ“บ The Last of Us S3

๐Ÿ“บ The Hatchet Wielding Hitchhiker (doc)

๐ŸŽฅ The Amateur 

๐ŸŽฅ Sinners 

๐ŸŽฅ Drop

๐Ÿ“บ The Rehearsal S2 

๐Ÿ“บ The Buccaneers ⭐

๐Ÿ“บ Poker Face

June

๐Ÿ“บ Deadly American Marriage 

๐ŸŽฅ Double Jeopardy 

๐Ÿ“บ The Artful Dodger

๐Ÿ“บ Dept. Q ⭐

๐Ÿ“บ The Better Sister 

๐ŸŽฅ Companion 

July

๐Ÿ“บ The Buccaneers S2

๐ŸŽฅ Juror #2

๐ŸŽฅ Luca

๐ŸŽฅ Can I get a witness?

๐Ÿ“บ Rutherford Falls

๐ŸŽฅ Sister Midnight 

๐Ÿ“บ The Summer I Turned Pretty S3

August

๐ŸŽฅ My Oxford year

๐Ÿ“บ Letters from the past

๐Ÿ“บ Outlander: Blood of my blood

๐ŸŽฅ Materialists 

๐ŸŽฅ War 2

September 

๐Ÿ“บ Wednesday S2

๐ŸŽฅ Unknown number (doc)

๐ŸŽฅ Param Sundari 

๐Ÿ“บ Hunting Wives

๐Ÿ“บ Karen Pires S1

๐Ÿ“บ My life with the Walter boys S1 +2

๐Ÿ“บ The Girlfriend

October 

๐Ÿ“บ Love is Blind S9

๐ŸŽฅ Dracula 

๐ŸŽฅ Maintenance required 

๐ŸŽฅ Confessions of a shopaholic

๐Ÿ“บ Task 

November 

๐Ÿ“บ All her Fault

๐Ÿ“บ Aileen (doc) 

๐ŸŽฅ Lilo and stitch

๐Ÿ“บ Pluberius 

๐ŸŽฅ Frankenstein 

December 

๐Ÿ“บ Heated Rivalry 

๐ŸŽฅ Knives out: Dead Man Alive

๐ŸŽฅ Don't come upstairs (doc)

๐ŸŽฅ While you were sleeping (1995)

๐ŸŽฅ Pride and Prejudice (2005)

๐ŸŽฅ Inside out 2

๐Ÿ“บ Santuary A Witches tale S1

๐ŸŽฅ Tu mera main Teri Main tera tu meri

๐ŸŽฅ The Perfect Neighbor (doc)

๐ŸŽฅ The Holdovers 


My Reads of 2025

The goal is to read 25 books ๐Ÿ“š this year. 20 fiction and 5 non-fiction 

January

Husbands by Holly Gramzio ⭐ ⭐ 

Twisted Love ⭐ 

Madonna in a fur Coat ⭐⭐⭐

How to end a Love story by Yulin Kang ⭐ ⭐ ⭐ 

February 

People we meet on Vacation by Emily Henry ⭐ ⭐ ⭐ ⭐ 


March

The Ex Hex by Erin Sterling ⭐⭐⭐⭐

Lights out by Navessa Allen ⭐⭐

Ultra-Processed People ⭐⭐⭐


April 

I Who Have Never Known Men by Jacqueline Hartman ⭐⭐

Deep End ⭐⭐

May


June

The Silent Patient 0 stars!!

July

Expiration Dates by Rebecca Serle ⭐⭐⭐⭐

August

Yellow face ⭐⭐⭐


September 


October 

Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte ⭐⭐⭐⭐

November 


December 

Donovan is killing it


TBR

Anarchy by Megan DeVos



'Call me Bae' a review

AP in 'Call me Bae' 

Ever since watching the finale of The Bachelorette last Tuesday, I decided to take a detox from toxic reality shows and toxic dramas. IYKYK

Enter: 'Call me Bae.' A show is about a young women, Bella or 'Bae' who goes from riches to rags after a scandal. She loses family, friends, and her luxurious life in a blink of an eye. Will she pick up the pieces of her life and start again or crumble and hide in a penthouse? Who knows. 

I really like the premises of this show. You can be anyone and still have your life take a complete 180° turn. Also, no one can play a spoiled brat quite like a Bollywood star kid. They know a thing or two about growing up with a golden spoon paired with a constant pressure to keep up appearances. 

Ananya Panday plays the titular character very well. Despite Bae's many character flaws, you can't help but feel bad for her predicament. She is clueless but not completely hopeless. And that's where show watchers can relate to her. Even in her toughest and lowest moments she is kind. She builds community around her and focuses on her strengths. It's very Emily in Paris but in set in Delhi and Mumbai.

The production level is really good and the iconic reference to SidKiara's wedding was a funny addition. In fact, it has many funny and comedic moments. Overall, a 3.5 stars ๐ŸŒŸ 

Ps. I think we all need to have a personalized morning affirmations like Bae.

In and out list for 2024

 In

Reading blogs: for me reading blogs like rookiemag, cup of jo, design love fest, tumblr posts and zoella was so 2014/2015 core. Well, it's back! And the best part is the community in the comments section.

Working out: it's time to take my health serious. I can no longer rely on my metabolism to keep me lean. Currently I'm doing 6k steps a day as my step goal. I also do a 30 minutes slow cardio workout. I like Grow with Jo videos.

Hobbies: when I first started dating I was easily impressed by the hobbies guys picked up; pickleball, gaming, gym, hiking, art, etc. I'd like to think that I'm pretty busy and adventurous but I need to introduce some new and fun hobbies. Perhaps a sport or something with nature. No run clubs though.

Out

Using my phone past 10pm: nothing good happens after 10pm anyway. Also good sleep is crucial for my health and brain.

Procrastination: i love to save anything that will take effort for another day. But I have to face the fact that I am now an adult (ew!). That means making phone calls, sending emails and having the uncomfortable convos. I also have to put my goals to the forefront. This year I am going to get that driver's license. 

Overconsumption: we really don't need that now put it back. Seriously, we own too much and could do with less. 

What I Watched: 2024 edition

 January

๐ŸŽฌ Dunki (hindi)

๐ŸŽฌ New Years Eve (2011)

๐ŸŽฅ Kho Gaye Hum Kahan

๐Ÿ“บ The Curse

๐ŸŽฅ Moonlight (2016)

๐Ÿ“บ Carol Vs the end of the world

๐Ÿ“บ Late Bloomer

๐ŸŽฅ 5 to 7

๐Ÿ“บ Death and other details

๐Ÿ“บ Drag Race


February 

๐Ÿ“บ Love on the spectrum (US)

๐ŸŽฅ Anyone but you

๐ŸŽฅ Upgraded

๐ŸŽฅ Kalank (hindi)

๐Ÿ“บ One Day

๐Ÿ“บ Reno 911

๐Ÿ“บ Love is Blind

๐ŸŽฅ Leap Year (rewatch)


March

๐ŸŽฅ No strings attached (rewatch)

๐ŸŽฅ A Traves De Mi Ventana

๐ŸŽฅ  Teri Baaton Mein Aisa Uljha Jiya (Hindi)

๐Ÿ“บ The Gentleman 

๐ŸŽฅ Players

๐ŸŽฅ Jenny Slate seasoned professional

๐Ÿ“บ Law and Order: Toronto 

๐ŸŽฅ The Ugly Truth

๐Ÿ“บ Big Girls Don't Cry

๐Ÿ“บ Palm Royale

๐Ÿ“บ Untameable

๐ŸŽฅ Ghostbusters 

๐ŸŽฅ Mamamia


April

๐ŸŽฅ Pared con pared

๐Ÿ“บ Baby Reindeer

๐Ÿ“บ Under the Bridge 


May

๐Ÿ“บ Heeramandi: The Diamond Bazaar

๐ŸŽฅ Fighter (hindi)

๐Ÿ“บ  Bridgeton S3 P1

๐ŸŽฅ Thelma the Unicorn

๐ŸŽฅ Kong and Godzilla: A New Empire

๐Ÿ“บ The Veil (incomplete)


June

๐ŸŽฅ Challengers 

๐Ÿ“บ True Crime Story: Citizen Detective

๐Ÿ“บ Better Date than Never

๐Ÿ“บ  Bridgeton S3 P2


July

๐Ÿ“บ The Bear S3

๐Ÿ“บ My Lady Jane

๐Ÿ“บ Presumed Innocent

๐Ÿ“บ The Bachelorette 

๐Ÿ“บ A Good Girls Guide to Murder


August

๐Ÿ“บ Las Pelotaris 

๐ŸŽฅ Fly me to the moon

๐ŸŽฅ Uljah (hindi)

๐Ÿ“บ The Umbrella Academy S4


September

๐Ÿ“บ Only Murders in the Building S4

๐Ÿ“บ Black mirror S 

๐Ÿ“บ The Perfect Couple

๐Ÿ“บ Into the Fire: A Lost Daughter S1 (doc)


October

๐Ÿ“บ Love is blind

๐Ÿ“บ Love is blind habibi

๐Ÿ“บ Monsters: the Lyle and Erik story

๐ŸŽฅ Three of Us

๐ŸŽฅ The Notebook (rewatch)


November 

๐Ÿ“บ Disclaimer 

๐ŸŽฅ The Buckingham Murders (hindi)

๐Ÿ“บ Rivals

๐Ÿ“บ The Pradeeps of Pittsburgh 


December 

๐Ÿ“บ Cruel Intentions 

๐Ÿ“บ Sex lives of college girls S3

๐ŸŽฅ Meet me next Christmas 

๐ŸŽฅ Clue

๐ŸŽฅ Carry on

๐Ÿ“บ Squid games 2

๐ŸŽฅ Moana 2

Watch List 

Inside Out 2

Everything Everywhere all at once

While you were sleeping


What I Read this Year

August- The Covenant of Water by Abraham Verghese

September: The Body Keeps the Score

October: Girls that invest, Murder on the orient express

November First Lie Wins, Wuthering Heights

December



The End

On Health

 Everyone's health journey is deeply personal. 

Daily Habits 
8-9 hours of uninterrupted sleep nightly
Eat breakfast within an hour of waking up before caffeine and working out
Drink around 80oz of filtered water with mineral added back in

Physical Movement: Atleast 6,000 steps in nature Take the stairs, start your day with a morning walk, go for a walk on your lunch break which will also help with your blood sugar and digestion or either after dinner. 

It’s that simple 

Scalp Massage: massage your scalp for 1-3 minutes. Move your SCALP not your hair :) scrubbing hard is not recommended. Apply a few drops in each separated section of hair. Massage your scalp again to spread out the oil and coat your scalp. Leave on for up to 4 hours or overnight before shampooing twice.

Raw Carrot Salad Eating a raw carrot salad once or twice per day has been shown to help women suffer LESS with their painful PMS symptoms. Such as heavy periods, cramps, headaches, acne and diarrhoea.

Originally the raw carrot salad was developed by Dr. Ray Peat to support hormonal balance. Raw carrots contain a unique fibre that binds to endotoxins and excess estrogen to safely eliminate them from the body. 
The raw carrot salad can also help optimise liver and thyroid function and improve digestion symptoms. Personally I love it!
What you will need for your daily raw carrot salad:

๐Ÿฅ• 1/2 organic raw carrots, outer layer peeled

๐Ÿฅ• Splash of apple cider vinegar

๐Ÿฅ• 1 tbsp oil (avocado, coconut, EVOO)
๐Ÿฅ•Pinch of sea salt

Red Light For those that don’t know, the production and secretion of our hormones are time-sensitive and the way our bodies are able to tell time is with our circadian rhythm. The best way to keep our circadian rhythm in sync is by:

- Exposing your eyes to sunlight first thing in the morning, before looking at your phone. This will send signals to your body that it is morning and as a result will stop producing melatonin (our sleepy hormone) and instead produce cortisol (our awake hormone)

- Going to bed and waking up at the same time every day
- Reducing blue light exposure after sundown.

Blue light after sundown can be inevitable sometimes, so doing things like wearing blue light blocker glasses and changing your standard light bulbs to red lightbulbs are great ways to minimize blue light exposure. This is an LED light bulb which isn’t the best option, but they are remote controlled to change to any color if you want to only have red on at night. The best light bulb option you can buy are incandescent light bulbs because it is a more natural form of artificial light.

Legs up the wall! This allows for lymphatic system fluid, called lymph, to flow from the legs. The lymphatic system doesn’t have a pump like the circulatory system does, meaning that it relies upon gravity and movement to properly function. This system plays an important role in filtering and breaking down pathogens and toxins. The filtering occurs at node sites in the body found on the neck, armpits, stomach, and groin. This is why inverting the legs is so beneficial, because it encourages lymph fluid to move from the lower extremities to the nodes in a more efficient way. Studies show that the functioning of a woman’s lymphatic system directly affects how progesterone moves through the body. It is essential that progesterone is able to reach its targets in the body!

Inverted positions also help to activate the parasympathetic nervous system by slowing down the breath which signals the vagus nerve that the body is safe and it is time to relax. Stress is a huge contributor to hormonal imbalance. Any way we can find relief from stress can make an impact on our hormones! Try to squeeze a 5-10 minute leg up the wall session daily. During this time, focus on breathing slowly and calmly. Try to get in a meditative state and really allow your body to relax. Be sure to slowly move out of the pose afterwards and gradually take your time back to sitting/standing.

Saccharomyces Boulardii 
If you have recently taken antibiotics, then taking saccharomyces boulardii, which is a beneficial yeast supplement, can help to restore the spread of candida (an opportunistic yeast) after a round of antibiotics. 

Antibiotics eliminate and stop the reproduction of bacteria in your body. Unfortunately, this means both good and bad bacteria are targeted, which can throw off the balance of your gut microbiome. 

Candida can usually be present in small amounts in most people. But it can take over and cause problems when it has a chance. If you re struggling with symptoms such bloating, abdominal pain, gas and constipation and you have also taken a round of antibiotics this may be worth considering.

Less processed foods A diet that’s high in processed foods and added sugar can eliminate the beneficial bacteria in your gut. This can result in an imbalance in your gut microbiome and can increase your cravings for sugar and processed foods.

An unhealthy amount of sugar, especially high-fructose corn syrup, can lead to inflammation in the body. 

An increase of pathogenic bacteria can lead to gut dysbiosis. An increase in this type of bacteria causes changes to the internal mucosal barrier of the intestine.
Eating whole foods 80/90% of the time is the best thing to do to look after your gut health 

How I reduce anxiety & calm my nervous system:

• EFT tapping — stimulates the central nervous system & is so soothing. I use the butterfly tapping method. I genuinely feel a HUGE shift in my body & mind!

• Face ice bath — cold exposure reduces blood flow to non-essential organs and instead focuses on blood flow to the brain & heart which can reduce feelings of panic

• kissing or hugging for 6+ seconds — nothing like a good oxytocin boost. Literally just try it ๐Ÿ˜˜

• amber lightbulbs instead of blue light — blue light is VERY stimulating, so doing your best to emit blue light (especially once the sun goes down) can help with anxiety a ton!! Also helps you get a better night of sleep!

Adrenal cocktail 

An adrenal cocktail helps to restore the body of important minerals and replenish your nutrients. It is best to be drunk between 2 to 3pm when most of us will feel that afternoon slump.

Your adrenal glands demand substantial energy and nutrients, when you’re stressed or when you place stress on the body you need to make sure you are replenishing 

RECIPE:

๐Ÿˆ3 limes

๐Ÿˆ100ml coconut water

๐Ÿˆ100ml filtered water

๐Ÿˆ100ml aloe vera juice

๐ŸˆPinch of sea salt

Cold water 

Consider finishing your shower with cold water for 10/20 seconds and gradually work your way up to minutes. The benefits of cold water include for your health & hormones include:

๐Ÿ’งRelieve muscle soreness, reduce inflammation and boost the immune system.

๐Ÿ’งCold water plunging can increase blood concentrations of dopamine, a happy hormone made in the brain by 250%.

๐Ÿ’งCortisol levels in the blood can decrease when you’re exposed to cold water.

๐Ÿ’ง Can improve your mental clarity and help to reduce depression and anxiety.
๐Ÿ’งWill help your insulin sensitivity and boost your metabolic activity.

Let me know, have you tried cold showers or cold plunging? The key is to keep your breathing under control!


Managing Stress



When we experience stress the body releases hormones that can affect the functioning of the digestive system. This can lead to a variety of digestive issues such as bloating, constipation, diarrhoea, and IBS. 

Stress can disrupt the balance of beneficial bacteria in your gut, leading to an overgrowth of harmful bacteria and further digestive issues.

Managing stress is essential for supporting a healthy gut, some tips to help you manage stress:



๐Ÿฆ‹ Practice mindfulness: meditation, journaling, deep breathing exercises and dancing can help you to relax and reduce your stress levels, matter of fact any type of parasympathetic activity.



๐Ÿฆ‹ Exercise can help reduce stress levels by increasing endorphins (naturally pain reliever and promotes feel-good chemicals) while supporting a healthy digestive system.


๐Ÿฆ‹ Sleep - aim for 7-9 hours of sleep per night. When we sleep the digestive system is busy repairing and rebuilding tissues in our gut, while also growing the good gut bacteria that aid our digestive processes



๐Ÿฆ‹ Fermented foods help to support a healthy gut by promoting the growth of beneficial bacteria. Foods such as yogurt, kefir, apple cider vinegar and saurekraut.


Relaxation

It’s so important that you schedule time into your daily routine to do absolutely nothing and just simply exist. If you only have 5 minutes or 5 hours, it doesn’t matter.

During moments of stillness the body can recharge, renew and repair itself. If you don’t provide it with the time to do so, then your body will force you too.

Your nervous system will benefit massively from these breaks. It helps the body to maintain healthy cortisol levels for healthy balanced hormones. Do not underestimate how important rest is. It helps to reduce the damaging impact stress can have on your body.

Brazil Nuts 

Eating just 1 or 2 brazil nuts a day will give you all the selenium levels you need!

Selenium is an essential component of various enzymes and proteins that help to make DNA and protect against cell damage and infections. These proteins are also involved in reproduction and the metabolism of thyroid hormones. 

Selenium is important for healthy hormone balance, supporting adequate levels of estrogen and progesterone, and supporting your thyroid levels and fertility. 

Without adequate levels of selenium your thyroid cannot function properly. Selenium’s antioxidant function also supports a healthy immune system. It helps to protect cells by reducing the amount of damage caused by excess free radicals.


Oil pulling has been used since ancient times as a method of removing toxins from the mouth and body. Finding ways to lower the toxin load in your body (oil pulling, swapping to safer household products, eliminating artificial fragrances and minimizing plastic consumption) can help support your liver and your endocrine system. Toxins can disrupt the endocrine system, hormonal balance and liver function.

How to oil pull:

- Place a tablespoon of coconut oil in your mouth. If that is too much, try 1/2 a tablespoon

- Swish all around your mouth for 5-20 minutes. When you first start, you may only be able to do this for 5 minutes... that’s okay! You can work your way up to 20 minutes

- Spit out in the garbage, not the sink — oil is bad for the pipes! Do not swallow either!

Coconut oil is antimicrobial, anti-inflammatory and is an antiseptic making it a great oil for cleaning the mouth. To maximize results, try oil pulling at least a few times a week or up to 3 times a day. 


Ditch the Plastic cutting boards and switch to wooden cutting boards instead. Plastic cutting boards are a significant source of consumed microplastics. With every knife stroke on a plastic cutting board, you are releasing microplastics that can end up in your food. If you use this kind of cutting board every day, the amount of microplastics consumed could really add up! Plastic is a hormone disruptor and can be classified as a xenoestrogen which acts like the estrogen we make in our bodies. Hormone disrupting chemicals like plastic end up binding to estrogen receptors on our cells and lock them up which prevents OUR estrogen from binding to the receptors. This can cause an increase in circulating estrogen (estrogen dominance) in the body potentially leading to PMS symptoms including mood swings, irritability, breast soreness, bloating and headaches. The best option is a wooden or stone cutting board. Not only is this type of cutting board absent of plastics, but it is also more durable and more malleable which helps prevent your knives from dulling out as fast.

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Fleabag                                                                            
Derry Girls                                                                       

Dangerous Drama                                                       
La Casa de Papel                                                             
Dead To Me                                                                    
Killing Eve                                                                      
                                                                                        

  2000s Nostalgia
Ugly Betty
Degrassi 
Gossip Girl
Pushing Daisies 

A+ TV
Jury Duty
Reservation Dogs
The Wilds


Sitcom Funny                                                               
Happy Endings                                                              
The Good Place                                                              
New Girl                                                                        
The Mindy Project


Highschool Drama



Spanish Language TV                                                
Narcos                                                                            
Narcos: Mexico                                                              
Gran Hotel (Grand Hotel)
La Casa de Las Flores (House of Flowers)
Vida
ร‰lite
Sky Rojo
Quien Mato a Sara (Who killed Sara?)
Dark Desire (Oscuro Deseo)
Valeria
Money Heist (La Casa De Papel)
Cable Girls (Las Chicas del Cable)

Comedy                                                                  
Abbot Elementary                                                     
The Mindy Project
New Girl 
You're the Worst
Modern family
Insecure 
Friends                                                                      
Derry Girls
The Good Place
Brooklyn 99
Bobs Burgers

 Quick Binge
The Queens Gambit
The Boys


My Faves

Julie and the Phantoms
The Umbrella Academy
All Rise
Outlander
Anne with an E
Pose
Queer eye
Russian doll

 


Documentary

Into the Fire: The lost daughter S1
Barefoot in the Park 1967
Breakfast at Tiffany’s 1961
Dead Poet’s Society 1989
Good Will Hunting 1997
Knives Out 2019
Mona Lisa Smile 2003
One Fine Day 1996
Practical Magic 1998
Runaway Bride 1999


Animated

Bob Burgers
Casper 1995
Dark Shadows 201

Highschool Drama

SkinsUK Elite Skam Freaks & Geeks Never Have I Ever Atypical Sex Education Misfits



Coraline 2009
Corpse Bride 2005
Fantastic Mr. Fox 2009
Frankenweenie 2012
Hotel Transylvania 2012
The Great Pumpkin, Charlie Brown 1996
James and the Giant Peach 1996
Monster House 1988
Paranorman 2012
The Illusionist 2010
The Nightmare Before Christmas 1993

Suburban Drama

Big Little Lies
 Sweet Magnolias
Desperate Housewives 
This Is Us
E
E
Ghostbusters 1984
Halloweentown 1998
Harry Potter 2001-2011
Hocus Pocus 1993 & 2022


Criminally Good

Sinner
Dexter
Mindhunter
Sharp Objects
Criminal Minds
E
G
H

A Nightmare on Elm Street 1984
The Blair Witch Project 1999
Carrie 1976
Friday the 13th 1980-2009
Fright Night 1985
Halloween 1978-2021
IT 1990
Jeepers Creepers 2001
Poltergeist 1982
Psycho 1960
Scream 1996
The Shining 1980

Decades Back

Lessons in Chemistry Marvelous Mrs Maisel Why Women Kill Panam


Old

Ammityville Horror 1979
Clue 1985
Dracula 1931
Frankenstein 1931
Nosferatu 1922
Rosemary’s Baby 1968
The Birds 1963
The Exorcist 1973
The Omen 1976

Series Rewind

2015: Friends 2016: Skins UK 2017: ????? 2018: The Office 2019: Dexter 2020: Ugly Betty 2021: Shameless 2022: Desperate Housewives 2023:


Coraline 2009
Corpse Bride 2005
Fantastic Mr. Fox 2009
Frankenweenie 2012
Hotel Transylvania 2012
The Great Pumpkin, Charlie Brown 1996
James and the Giant Peach 1996
Monster House 1988
Paranorman 2012
The Illusionist 2010
The Nightmare Before Christmas 1993

A Nightmare on Elm Street 1984
The Blair Witch Project 1999
Carrie 1976
Friday the 13th 1980-2009
Fright Night 1985
Halloween 1978-2021
IT 1990
Jeepers Creepers 2001
Poltergeist 1982
Psycho 1960
Scream 1996
The Shining 1980





On dating in 2023


When I first got out into the dating world I expected men to care a lot more about my substance and they actually did. What they ended up caring about more was how I made them feel and how I carried myself, how I looked, how attracted they were to me. So a man is going to first value how he sees you; so are you dressing well, you take care of yourself, are you classy, you know yourself and how you make him feel. The rest of the stuff: the amazing qualities that you have in time will be appreciated and I think some men of a certain caliber will appreciate those things more than others but for the most part man is attracted to you and you make me feel good about himself that's the criteria.

That means that all their emotions toward you are technically self-centered, since they only are loving you in order for them to feel loved. Feels dehumanizing. They expect to be loved for who they are and we just get to be loved for how we make their life better.

Situationship (or Delusionship)
Why do these exist? Why am I heart broken by someone who wanted me first???? Who approved this bs

1) DO NOT PUT HIM ON A PEDESTAL (no matter how perfect and nice he is). So he carries your bag, holds your hand, asks questions about you life or even flat out tell you he likes you. That is bare minimum. Sometimes having no male attention growing up means that now you get attached to any guy that shows you affection.

2) If you talk everyday and night; you will get attached to them. This will make the heartbreak 10x more harder. At some point you don't even miss them just the attention they showed you. So don't get attached to someone you are not officially dating. I think what's hardest for a woman isn't losing the guy, it's forgiving herself for falling in love with his potential knowing damn well she saw his warning signs and inconsistencies.

3) You need to have the audacity OK because if anyone should have the audacity it's you if anyone should have the entitlement it's you. You are the giver of life, you are the multiplier you are the one going into relationships with inherent value and worth and you need to start acting like it and I swear to you being audacious will repel the low bare minimum, low effort men you don't want.

4) If they cut it off with you, let them go! Disrespect is all the closure you need, sweetheart. It's hard to do because maybe you see potential, or think about of what could have been but it's time to BFFR. Don't reach out to them and don't respond to them if they reach out. Growth is realizing you only want someone to reach out to you for your ego and not because you actually miss them. Remember: he will always be a lesson but you will forever be his loss.

How to get over him (an unserious guide)
imagine him chasing a ping pong ball
walking down a hill
unsuccessfully merging on the highway... embarrassing

And now a serious guide

Take only a few days to mourn what could have been. Don't harbour too long and put yourself in depression. 

Leave the memories alone. Don't think about them because then the brain will store the memory as a longterm memory and you want that scrubbed out. Snap a hair tie everytime you think about him.

Distract yourself. Read a book, listen to empowering music, talk to family, learn a hobby. Your life does not revolve around him so act like it.

Pour all that love you had into yourself. Go see a movie, a restaurant, a hot girl walk. Buy yourself something nice. Have a green juice, learn yoga or pilates. As Lorde once sang " I care for myself the way I used to care about you" 

To conclude... trust the timing of you own life because whenever YOU wake up is morning for you.

Now that June is winding down, I'm in my Komolika era. June is for summer love (Hello? Heat Waves by Glass Animals) but July and August is Hot Girl Summer (or Monsoon Girl Summer)

What I Watched: 2023 edition

 January 

๐ŸŽฅ Triangle of Sadness ๐Ÿ”บ️ 

๐Ÿ“บ Dead to Me S3 ๐Ÿฆ 

๐ŸŽฅ Cirkus (hindi)

๐Ÿ“บ Kaleidoscope ๐ŸŒˆ 

๐ŸŽฅ The Menu ๐Ÿ” 

๐Ÿ“บ Married at First Sight S16 ๐Ÿ’ 

๐Ÿ“บ Sky Rojo S3 ๐Ÿ’ธ 

๐Ÿ“บ Drag Race ๐Ÿ 

๐Ÿ“บ Ginny & Georgia ๐Ÿ‘ญ 

๐ŸŽฅ Banshee of Inishirin 

๐Ÿ“บ Poker Face 

๐ŸŽฅ The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F (doc)

๐Ÿ“บ The Bachelor S27 (Zach)


February 

๐ŸŽฅ Pamela, a live story (doc)

๐Ÿ“บ 90 Day Fiance: The Other Way S4

๐Ÿ“บ You S4

๐Ÿ“บ Not Dead Yet

๐ŸŽฅ At Midnight 


March 

๐Ÿ“บ Crash Course in Romance (Korean)

๐Ÿ“บ Daisy Jones & the Six

๐Ÿ“บ The Glory (Korean)

๐Ÿ“บ Shadow & Bone S2

๐Ÿ“บ Shelved 

๐Ÿ“บ Love is Blind S4

๐Ÿ“บ Murdaugh Murders: A Southern Scandal


April

๐Ÿ“บ Yellowjackets S2

๐ŸŽฅ The Lost City

๐ŸŽฅ Shotgun Wedding

๐ŸŽฅ  Pathaan (hindi) 

๐Ÿ“บ Beef

๐Ÿ“บ Sanditon S2 +S3

๐ŸŽฅ Super Mario Bros The Movie 

๐Ÿ“บ The Power

๐Ÿ“บ The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel

๐Ÿ“บ Jury Duty

๐Ÿ“บ Dead Ringers

๐Ÿ“บ Indian Matchmaking S3

๐ŸŽฅ Kabir Singh (hindi)

๐Ÿ“บ Stolen youth (doc)


May

๐Ÿ“บ The most hated man on the internet (doc)

๐Ÿ“บ Citadel (unfinished)

๐Ÿ“บ Farzi (hindi)

๐Ÿ“บ Queen Charlotte: A Bridgerton Story

๐ŸŽฅ Tu Jhooti main Makkar (hindi)


June

๐ŸŽฅ Jab we Met (hindi)

๐Ÿ“บ Drag Race All Stars

๐ŸŽฅ Bhediya

๐ŸŽฅ Dil chata hai (hindi)

๐ŸŽฅ Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse

๐ŸŽฅ Spiderman: Into the Spider-Verse


July

๐Ÿ“บ Lust Stories 2

๐Ÿ“บ Cruel Summer S2 (unfinished)

๐ŸŽฅ Drishyam (hindi)

๐ŸŽฅ Satyaprem ki katha (hindi)

๐Ÿ“บ 90 day fiance: The Other Way

๐Ÿ“บ 90 day fiance: Before the 90 days


August

๐Ÿ“บ Reservation Dogs S3

๐Ÿ“บ Made in Heaven S1 + S2

๐ŸŽฅ Bawaal (hindi; unfinished)

๐ŸŽฅ All about Steve

๐Ÿ“บ Minx S3 

๐Ÿ“บ Only Murders in the Building S3

๐ŸŽฅ Barbie

๐ŸŽฅ Rocky aur Rani ki Prem Kahani


September

๐Ÿ“บ The After Party S1 +S2

๐ŸŽฅ The Grand Seduction 

๐Ÿ“บ GBBO S14


October

๐Ÿ“บ Murdoch Mysteries S17

๐ŸŽฅ Jawan (hindi)

๐ŸŽฅ My Big Fat Greek Wedding 3

๐ŸŽฅ Totally Killer

๐Ÿ“บ 90 Fiance 

๐ŸŽฅ Jaane Jaan

๐Ÿ“บ Lessons in Chemistry 

๐ŸŽฅ Hum Tum (hindi)

๐Ÿ“บ Gen V

๐ŸŽฅ Chalte Chalte (hindi)

๐ŸŽฅ Call me by your name

๐Ÿ“บ Married at First Sight S17: Detroit


November

๐ŸŽฅ The Rewrite

๐ŸŽฅ Khufiya (hindi)

๐Ÿ“บ  Fellow Travelers 

๐Ÿ“บ Masked Singer S10

๐ŸŽฅ Tiger 3

๐Ÿ“บ Final Moments


December

๐ŸŽฅ Saltburn

๐Ÿ“บ Mother God cult (doc)

๐Ÿ“บ The Archie's 

๐ŸŽฅ KNK

๐ŸŽฅ Curry and Cyanide (doc)


Rewind show for 2024: Degrassi and Little Mosque on the Prairie

Stream It

All my TV show reccomendations on one list. 

1) The Wilds
2) This Is Us
3) The Boys
4) Julie and the Phantoms
5) The Umbrella Academy
6) All Rise
10) Fleabag
11) Ugly Betty
12) Dexter
18) La Casa De Papel
23) Outlander
24) Anne with an E
26) dead to me
Pose
Queer eye
Russian doll


Comedy
Abbot Elementary 
The Mindy Project
New Girl 
You're the Worst
Modern family
Insecure
Friends
Derry girls
The Good Place
Brooklyn 99
Bobs Burgers

Quick Binge
The Queens Gambit


Teen
Never have I ever
Atypical
Sex Education
Freaks and geeks
Misfits

Learning Spanish
Gran Hotel
Money Heist
Narcos
La Casa De Las Flores

Criminally good
Mindhunter


Completes Series Rewind
2014:
2015: Friends
2016: Skins UK
2017:  ??
2018: The Office
2019: Dexter 
2020: Ugly Betty
2021: Shameless
2022: Desperate Housewives
2023:





The End 




Tommorow I turn 27

 So I thought I'd share 10 things I've learned in my 20s

10. Always wear sunscreen 

9. Spend money on experiences instead of things. 

8. Eat something healthy and nutritious everyday (fruit and veggies gurl)

7. Don't damage your curly hair

6. Embrace your weird 

5. Trust your gut... if it does feel comfortable, it's cause it is not right for you

4. Only date the guy that loves you. It sounds obvious but in reality there are many Oscar worthy actors (see lovebomber)

3.

2.

1. Nothing lasts forever.  Enjoy the present ๐ŸŽ 

Everything I Watched this Year!

A long and comprehensive list

January

Ru Paul's Drag Race S14 

Drag Race UK vs  the World ๐ŸŒŽ 

Murdoch Mysteries S15 ๐Ÿ•ต️‍♂️ 

Project Runway S19 ๐Ÿ‘— 

And Just Like That ๐Ÿ‘  

Yellow Jackets ๐Ÿ 


February

The Woman in the House Across the Street from the Girl in the Window ๐Ÿท 

Married at First Sight S13 and 14 ๐Ÿ’’ ๐Ÿ‘ฐ 

The Bachelor S26 ๐Ÿง‍♂️ 

Catfish ๐Ÿˆ ๐ŸŸ 

Love is Blind S2 

Sweet Magnolias S2  ๐ŸŒธ 


March

Bridgerton S2 ๐Ÿ‘ธ 

WeCrashed

The Dropout

Belair  ๐Ÿ‘Ÿ 

The Gilded Age

Bad Vegan (doc)

This is US S6 ๐Ÿ‘ช 

Abbot Elementary ๐Ÿซ 

The Thing about Pam 

The Girl from Plainville ๐Ÿ“ฑ 

Euphoria S2  ๐Ÿ’Š 

The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel ๐Ÿ‘’ 


April

Sanditon S2 ๐Ÿ‘’ 

Once upon a time...Happily never after ๐Ÿงš‍♂️ ๐Ÿฒ 

Eternally Confused and Eager for Love ๐Ÿ’˜ 

The Puppet Master (doc) 

Masked Singer ๐ŸŽถ 

Minx ๐ŸŒถ 

The Great Robbery of Brazil's Central Bank ๐Ÿฆ

Julia ๐Ÿ‘ฉ‍๐Ÿณ 

The French Chef (a few episodes) ๐Ÿฝ 

Elite S5 ๐Ÿซ 

The Ultimatium ๐Ÿ’• 

Captive Audience (doc)

Selling Sunset S5

Derry girls ๐Ÿ‘ง S3

90 Day Fiancรฉ S9

When we were bullies (doc)


May

The Mystery of Marilyn Monroe ๐Ÿ‘ธ (doc)

The Wilds S2 

Candy ๐Ÿฌ 

Bling Empire S2 ✨ 

Shining Girls ๐Ÿ‘ง 


June

The Boys ๐Ÿ‘ฆ ๐Ÿ’™ 

Now and then ๐ŸŠ‍♂️ 

Heartstopper ❤ 

God's Favorite Idiot   ๐Ÿ’› 

Keep Sweet Pray and Obey ๐Ÿ™  (doc)

The Bear ๐Ÿป 

Loot ๐Ÿ’ฐ 


July 

Only Murders in the Building S2

The Summer I Turned Pretty ๐ŸŒž 

Canadas Drag Race S3 ๐Ÿ 

Married at First Sight S15 ๐Ÿ’ 

The Rehearsal

Under the Banner of Heaven ✨

Paper Girls ๐Ÿ“ฐ 

The Bachelorette S19

Keep Breathing ๐ŸŒณ 

The Last Movie Stars ๐ŸŒŸ ๐ŸŽฅ 


August 

Reservation Dogs ๐Ÿฆ‰ 

Perfect World: a deadly game (doc) ๐ŸŽฎ 

Brutal Pact (doc) 

Indian Matchmaking S1 ๐Ÿ‡ฎ๐Ÿ‡ณ 

RuPauls Drag Race Down Under 

A League of their Own ⚾️ ๐Ÿงข 

The Girl in the Picture (doc) ๐Ÿ‘ง 

Making the Cut S3 ✂️ 

The Resort ๐Ÿ 


September 

The Patient ๐Ÿ˜ท 

House of Hammer ๐Ÿ– 

American Gig ๐Ÿ’‹ 

Great British Bake Off ๐ŸŽ‚ 

Murdoch Mysteries S16 ๐Ÿ•ต️‍♂️ 

Tell me Lies ๐Ÿคซ 

Abbot Elementary ๐Ÿซ 


October

Friend of the family ๐Ÿ‘ช 

Interview with a vampire ๐Ÿง›‍♂️ 

Drag Race UK ๐Ÿ‡ฌ๐Ÿ‡ง 

Dancing with the Stars ๐Ÿ’ƒ ๐ŸŒŸ 

Family Karma ๐Ÿ‘ช 

Masked Singer ๐ŸŽค 


November

Canada vs the World ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฆ 

Wednesday ๐Ÿ–ค 

The White Lotus S2 ๐Ÿจ 

Fleishman is in trouble 

Dangerous liaisons

The sex lives of college  girls ๐Ÿคผ‍♀️ 


December

Wednesday 

Emily in Paris S3

Married at first sight S16

Welcome to Chippendale

Family Karma S3

Unsolved Mysteries S3


The End!

this month: march 2021

Ok, it’s March again (how?!), which means we’re a year into this pandemic and all the daily stresses that have come with it— honestly, that’s a lot. Consider this post a reminder that it’s ok to take some time to recharge however you need to.  


NXIVM- I love listening to CBC podcasts

Lubalin- a montreal artist who made the best songs based on internet drama. I just cannot stop singing this. 

Best Spanish Language Shows to watch in 2021

Desenfrenadas (Unstoppable)
Narcos
Narcos: Mexico
Gran Hotel (Grand Hotel)
La Casa de Las Flores (House of Flowers)
ร‰lite
Sky Rojo
Quien Mato a Sara (Who killed Sara?)
Dark Desire (Oscuro Deseo)
Valeria
Money Heist (La Casa De Papel)
Cable Girls (Las Chicas del Cable
Somebody has to die (Alguien Teine Que Morir)

2021 movie list

January
Promising young woman ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Minari ⭐️⭐️⭐️
Pieces of a woman ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Shows for December 2020

The Wilds ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
So good. Literally the best show I've seen this year. If there is one show you watch on this list make it this one. I had to reflect after every episode. It is an easy bingewatch. 

All Rise⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
I can never get into doctor shows but I love to watch lawyer shows like its my job. This show is very thoughtful and purposeful with their weekly storylines and have characters that you can't help but root for them. Emily Lopez has my heart. 

Catfish⭐️⭐️⭐️
I get too invested in these people's lives but its helps to build caution especially with people online. The lesson almost always is if they wont meet or vidoes chat then its a catfish. 

A Teacher⭐️⭐️
Not my favourite because the episodes release once a week and are often very short. Otherwise, its eerily relatable in that I was the same age as the "student" in 2013. 

The Flight Attendant ⭐️⭐️⭐️
Pretty good but the main character was too annoying to be likeable. Even when it was explained why she does what she does I was not convinced. I still liked the plot and hope there is a second season. 

The Ripper ⭐️⭐️⭐️
The retelling of this story was great. Really made me think about those who get a chance to shape a narrative and those who are left with the reprecussions. After you watch the four episode show; google "the ripper" to find out what happened in the end. 

Selena ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
It was a big mistake watching this show during finals. I could not get Selena's story out of my head. I needed atleast a week to recouver. I had to watch the movie to get thr full story but I cannot wait for part 2. 

Trickster ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Great show! One that I highly recommend. 

Dash and Lily ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
I very much enjoyed watching this show. It teally pit my in a chrismissy mood. 

Bachelorette ⭐️⭐️⭐️
Tashia's season was fun to watch. I was wayyyy to invested in her love life but she made it worth it. Glad I stuck around after those awful first 3-4 episodes. Ugh. 




double movie feature on a november night

The New Mutant
Really nice. 

Holidate
Emma roberts does well with cheesy rom com. Remember the movie with the  romeo and juliet rival pizza shop. Which was clearly set in toronto but they called it new york.